Questions... just blogging

There are a million questions I want to ask life. I don't even know where to start. There are questions about the future, the past, and the present. I have questions of love, happiness, friends, school, colleges, careers  , marriages, things I shouldn't even be thinking about right now.

 There are questions like: What do people say about me behind my back? Does everyone love me the way they say they do or are they only pretending? Why does that person act that way towards me?

Or questions like this: Why don't I have a boyfriend? Am I not likable?

Or: What will the future bring? What will i be doing in the years to come? Will i be living on the streets or be in a nice house with a great job?

Some questions will never be answered. Some will be answered in time. Some, the answers are right in front of our eyes, but we are just too immature, stubborn, or insecure to understand them or actually believe. Like for example: us girls shouldn't be looking for love or spending all of their time trying to get that perfect football player. We should be working on making ourselves better for the one guy we'll be with. We should wait for love to come to us at the right time.

There are a bunch of girls out there who literally focus all their time on boys and boyfriends when they're in high school - heck - even middle school now a days. Isn't that the time to be focusing on studying? isnt that time to be preparing on the life ahead of you? Sure, i was one of those girls who didn't care about grades and only wanted to look pretty.

i was one of those girls who thought I was super obese, ugly, annoying just because i didn't have a boyfriend... But i am who i am. I'm beautiful the way i am. I don't focus all of my times on boys like i did before. My grades aren't in the toilet. This year i pulled myself together.I figured out all the things i want to do with my life. I finally feel proud of myself, i feel happy, and i feel beautiful. This is all because i found one answer that was right in front of me. A answer that people were telling me for years.

Don't be stubborn. Look at those answers that are right in front of you. If you aren't happy - fix it - change something in your life - even small little things. and you'll be surprised by the outcome.